So today was sucky, as every day this week has been.
On monday, I was so fucking tired that I backed out of the garage too fast and broke my side mirror. The one on the driver's side. It was bound to happen.
The problem is that I was so tired that I put the car in D and drove OVER the dislocated mirror... so it shattered into 1.000.000 pieces. I was freaking out and I started crying almost, because I also had to be in detention at 7am. I know if you're not in there at 7am, they will hold you until the late bell for first period  rings so I wanted to be there early [because I also didn't do my homework, really, at all].
It was crazy, and I was terrified.
My mom told me me not to worry about it, but I couldn't help but to. She said she'd call my dad and let him know, but he wouldn't be mad becuase it was bound to happen. It made me angry that no one was as fucking angry at me as I was.

Despite all of that, I got to school on time so thank god for detention.I finished most of my homework, and I wanted to get it done since it was due Thursday and I didn't want to forget and do it Wednesday night.
The rest of the day sucked ass. People were reminising about Bowling for Columbine because we had just watched it and they said "I am so surprised at how eliquently Marilyn Manson spoke!"
I couldn't think of a reason for that at all... except for the fact that those stupid little kids are close-minded and think only they get education. I said, "I'm suprised you would think that he wouldn't speak well." And they were like, "Oh well... I'm just sayin."
Idiots.

Then more people made me angry. And then I stayed after school for something political. It is political week.
Everything made me angry, and then I had to take Gabbie home so I saw even more McCain bumper stickers. I saw one that said "NRA for Mccain! Keep our freedom FREE!" It makes no sense. At least in my mind.

On Tuesday, my pants slip open when I squatted down too fast to pick up the gum that had fallen out of my purse. Luckily I was walking to my car to go home for second lunch, though. That was awful.
There was a debate between Keith King [republican wanting to be Senate for dist 12] and Pete Lee [democrat wanting to be Senate for dist 12]. That made me very angry, because of Kieth King's stance on amendment 48, and the Union amendments.
More bad stuff happened on Tuesday, I just can't remember it all.

Wednesday was a wonderfully happy day... minus the fact that it was cold.
I couldn't find Sierra High School after I got Jullia, though. I forgot where it was.
I had to ask some lady in a 7-11. Thank god, she knew, though.
I was very stupid and left my car running when we went inside to ask her.
I'm really glad people are more trustworthy than everything makes them out to be... because my car was still sitting there when I came outside.

We found Sierra after some man asked me from his car at a stoplight where it was.
There were people [only four, though] outside with signs and things protesting Abortion. They were all men... of course.
One of the men had a sign that said "I mock the cult that mocks christianity" The funny thing was he was mocking himself, though. He looked outrageous, and I can't even describe it enough to you.
There were two trucks in the culdasac across the street from Sierra. One had a sign that said "My mommy and Daddy paid some man to kill me!" 
I have so many things to say about that. I don't even know why they would write something to absurd. One of the biggest reasons people have abortions is because there IS no Daddy. So that's retarded.
The other sign didn't say anything but "VOTE YES ON 48!"
I don't know anyone in favor of that except for that Keith King guy, who, of course, is a fucking man with no uterus.
Joe Biden made me very happy. He's so right, so wodnerful, and I love him. He is one of my new heroes. He's actually more inspiring [in my mind] than Barack Obama... but not by much really.
I went to this dietician lady right after that. The lady works in the senior suite, so that was weird. So many old people wondering why my hair was colored unnaturally. my mom told the dietician that I had just come from seeing Joe Biden. [The three things they never tell you to talk about with people are religion, politics, and something else] The lady breathed in really hard so we both thought she was going to say "I don't like him" But she said "IM SO JEALOUS" and we ended up talking about politics for most of the time left.

Today was sucky until Geometry.
I will sound like a sad, sad little girl writing this, but I'm really surprised it happened.

There's this kid [who I have written about previously] who reminds me so so so much of Erik. He is funny, and he is really cute like Erik. Maybe I justt think that becuase he has blonde hair and blue eyes, but the way he's really chill and funny reminds me of Erik.
I like him lots.
Anyway... he's in my geometry class, and he never ever talks to me, or anyone I know in that class [which is only two people... but one of those people is CeCe and she's soo popular because she is soo nice and funny and pretty], so I kind-of gave up all hope and just glance at him from time to time.
Last saturday, I saw him at chipotle, though and I thought that was really weird. Apparently he did, too, though, becuase I told my mom who he was and so she watched him for a couple minutes and she said he kept looking at me. I thought that was funny, becuase I know he was thinking the same thing : "Why do I keep seeing her EVERYWHERE?"
I see him a lot after school, too and I always either point at him or look in his direction, becuase I'm always trying to tell Jullia who he is.
It's funny.
Anyway, he sat next to me in the lab today... which was really weird because there were seats next to his friends, but he sat next to me anyway. He asked me what my name was, because he thought it was something really weird... and I was like "No that's definitely not my name."
He said "Well my name's Paul."
and I was like "Yeah, I know"
so he sat there and we talked about taht class and how it is a fucking waste of life.
I hate it and so does he, because we're too smart to be in that class, lowl.
He's very funny.
And he's very charming.
And I think it'd be really cool if we became friends, even though this is both of our senior year's...
Whatever.
Probably wishful thinking, but I'm pretty excited becuase I'm also getting this newfound confidence thanks to working out and trying to  lose all this weight. I'm trying.
I'm excited.
& I'm willing to learn.
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