Boulder did not accept me. I knew they wouldn't, but it still made me very sad.
Pueblo accepted me, and since I have found out that I'm not the only one I know going there [Cece is going, too!] I decided I will go there for two years.

Cece is my favorite person. She is such a genuine human being. Her boyfriend Mikey is a really cool person as well, although an alcoholic one at that. I don't care, because my dad is too. At least Mikey doesn't smoke. I had so much fun with Cece and Mikey on Friday.
I don't know why I keep telling myself I don't deserve to hang out with them - I really do.
Cece has awful luck with friends anyway. This girl named Kayleigh [who is ugly as hell, loud, annoying, stupid, and rude] who Cece made friends with at SCHOOL turned out to be a lying manipulative skanky hoe.
Do you know what the fuck she did to Cece? I will tell you what the fuck she did to Cece.
There was a party at Dora's [Cece's older sister that she lives with] appartenment... probably a last one because they moved soon after. Cece had gotten as high as she wanted and went to sleep. Mikey soon after followed her and they were both sleeping in the bed when Mikey saw headlights flash across the room and he got up to see what it was. He found out that Dora's car was gone.
They found out that it was on Circle [past the mall] and Kayleigh had taken the car to sell it for crack.
Kayleigh had done that before, but with Cece's jewlery.
CECE GOT KAYLEIGH A FUCKING JOB. SHE WAS HER FRIEND. SHE WAS TRYING TO HELP HER KJSDFA.

So anyway, Kayleigh's reasoning was that Mikey had tried to rape her, so she drove away to get away.
That is some serious fucked up bullshit.



Whatever, anyway, off that subject. I can't believe there are people so manipulative in the world... but then again, it doesn't surprise me, because this is, in fact, America.

So mikey and cece were trying to "hook me up" friday night. I was terrified, but they kept assuring me I'm an awesome person and fun and stuff. But they're crazy. It makes me happy to hear some people say that, though... it's refreshing to hear it from two people I don't live with every once in a while. :]
I really like them both a lot. I hope Cece and Mike stay together... even though I know her mom doesn't like him. Contrary to what he thinks. AHAHAHAHA. And despite the fact that Cece and her mom are named the exact same thing.
Cece told me I should go to the prom with them. and that's when mikey kept saying I was his other girlfriend. It was really funny but he was really drunk. I told her my mom would be mad if I didn't go with someone, so she said "oh connie, we will find someone for you to go with! we could take pictures in woodland park at my house, and then we could take pictures at your house!" Mikey doesn't want to go, but I know she will get him to go. He'll be at least 7 years older than everyone. :]


So in current news.
Yes, I am going to Pueblo.
Yes, we're still moving back to Fountain but I think I am over living here... so I'm pretty entralled to go back there. I can't wait to see what everyone is like now. It's interesting how people change.
No, I'm not going to Boulder... yet. ;D
No, I have not lost a bunch of weight... it keeps coming back because I eat wrong... but I can fix that soon.
Yes, my GPA is a 3.0. It is the highest it was since 1st semester 9th grade! :D
Yes, I think my mom is concidering getting me a laptop. She knows I will need one for college. I will be greatly in debt to her!
Yes, my dad's drinking is getting continuously worse. He drinks more than often, he goes into the garage 183479283 times a night. He is so much fun and so wonderful and lovely from 3pm-4pm on a work day... but Saturday and Sunday he started drinking at 12pm.
Yes, I am trying to stand up to him. My mom hates me for it, but I know in my heart someone has to. He hates me all night while he is drunk, but he loves me the next day. I hope I can get through to him some day before he kills himself.
Yes, I do have 120$ and nothing to spend it on.
No, I haven't gotten a tattoo yet. I am pretty sure I have 3 I HAVE to get. All of them can be covered easily.
Yes, I am concidering skipping aerobics tomorrow to coming home and see the Inauguration of out first BLACK PRESIDENT. I feel blessed [which isn't exactly the word I was looking for because I do not believe in god or anything... whatevvvv...] to be alive during this HISTORICAL moment in time. I told Robbie that the section in history text books about Barack Obama will be called "Not a blue america. Not a red america. The United States of America."
I hope I can write a book soon.