My mom sent me this forward-type-prayer, but I like it a lot. It's Mother Theresa:
'May today there be peace within. May you trust that you are exactly where you are meant to be. May you not forget the infinite possibilities that are born of faith in yourself and others. May you use the gifts that you have received, and pass on the love that has been given to you. May you be content with yourself just the way you are. Let this knowledge settle into your bones, and allow your soul the freedom to sing, dance, praise and love. It is there for each and every one of us.'

I love the part about souls, because Jonathan was talking about that last night, too.
I was literally crying on the phone at him about my being too fat and ugly and gross for him.
I texted him during the day and I said I don't deserve him. And he told me last night that he doesn't deserve me. He said "you are just insecure with your body, but I'm not!" and I was like ... but he said "i'm insecure with my body, too, though." So he's so funny. He thinks I'm so great, but I don't. I think he's soo great, but he doesn't. I believe that we really actually possibly could be soul mates just like Cece said, and when he gets here I feel like no one else really does matter... nothing they think or say or do. And I hope to god he feels that way to. He deserves it. That's why I know he deserves me, but he is slowly making it seem like he knows for a fact that he deserves me. It is really wonderful. Everything he says to me. He makes my day so much better every single day. He's exactly like my perfect drug, because he keeps saying he's obsessed with me, and likes me more than I like him. But he is crazy, because that's the exact same way I feel too. It is torture talking to him until 3am, but not being able to sleep with him that night as well. He told me that yesterday. He is so excited to come here and just sleep next to me. He always tells me. He wants to do that and hold my hand, lowl. I told him no one's just done that before. And he always says 'gosh I'm like your first everything' but I know he loves that, too.
Which also reminds me of Cece saying yesterday, "Connie I bet he comes here and just calls in love with you!" and she smiled so big. It literally brought tears to my eyes. It made me so happy that she said that. She reserves all judgements about the entire situation, and she is just ecstatic for me. I don't know why, I don't know where she finds it in her to just be completely happy for me, even with all the craziness happening in her own life. She just gets it. She gets me, and she loves me. I think she really does. I'm so confused about her, though. I want everything good to happen for her, but we had mikey yesterday. He is nothing good for her. Except for maybe when she thinhks about their past relationship when everything was good and she was happy. God I love that girl.
But Jonathan said to me last night on the phone that when I texted him and told him that he wrote out his reply as like "it's too late, I'm already falling" or something... but he didn't. He told me he thinks he really is in love with me, and that when he gets here he will just be so in love with me. And I was like "oh my god i wish you would have told me that today, it would have made my day so much happier. you are soo sweet, and i tell everyone im in love with you too! but im not really sure what it is" or something and he said he knows what it is, and he feels like he's there with me, but in person it will be for sure. and he said he doesn't want to sound all sappy. and i said he should never feel that way, because its how i feel too. And he is so fucking sweet. He likes me soo much. That's what he always says "I like you so so so so so much" and he called me hunny bun the other day. haha :] and I just love him so much I just want to talk to him every day all the time all day. I told him that, and he said that's exactly how he feels, too. And that I can never bug him enough, and he only wants to talk to me. He turned off his phone he had like 3 new messages, and he didn't reply to his stupid gay kelly ex kind of girl. She said "Well if you arent going to talk to me, have a nice life" he said "fuck her, stupid bitch!" but then he said "i feel really guilty" even though she dumped him. I told him to never talk to her unless she talks to him first. We only have 20 days, and that's less than 3 weeks. Time will only go by, and the days will get closer.

I seriously can't think of anything else.
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