It's supposed to suppress hunger, I think. But so far, it's made me sick... literally.
At least I think it was the pill, but I don't care.

I took it in the morning and I was planning on skipping school again...
My mom woke me up at 6:50, and I was already feeling really sickly. Not like oh it's the morning ickk but like goddamn I need to fucking lay down please.
My mom gave me the pill and water [because you're supposed to drink obsessive amounts of water with this pill] and I peed and came upstairs. My mom made me breakfast [plain fat free yogurt with cereal and lots of yummy microwaved fruit] and after I ate that I felt like I was going to die.
My mom turned on the fire, and I stayed under this blankey for a long time without moving. She called the school to say I'd be there for 6th period, but it was busy. I told her so. She remembered I was supposed to take a Vitamin B pill so I wasn't so drowsy and she got me one. I took it.
She emailed the attendance lady and then we were watching CNN. The Paulson treasury guy was on and he looked like he was going to have a heart attack. I told my mom they should just MAKE MORE MONEY, like print it, and she said that's what her mom said.
I rolled over, and i felt that spicy saliva taste you taste when you know you're going to puke and I told my mom I was going to puke.
I stood up and walked quicky to the bathroom because I thought I could suppress the vomit but it just came out.
It was purple like the fruit. I felt so much better, though.
My mom asked if it was the pill that made me puke but I remembered I felt bad yesterday too after they took so much blood... not because of how I felt when I saw it.

So I puked.
And then I asked my mom if I should take the pill again.
She said probably, unless I know it was the pill that made me puke.
So I took it again.
And now I feel like I'm on speed, so I'm pretty glad I took the pill again.
Robbie came upstairs and now I'm waiting until 1 to go to school.
I'm excited, even though I don't have a reason to be excited.
I feel sooooooo good right now.