So my hair got pretty fucked up, and I know I deserve it.
The shit we bought to fix it is working very well, though so I'm optomistic for once in my life.  
Tomorrow I'm going to put purple in it, and my mom is going to freak out for 25 minutes, I'm sure of it.

And as of right now, since Jullia has been gone forever and I have really no great friends to confide in over anything...
I think everyone is lying and not telling the truth for their own benefit. With the exception Ashley, of course. And Jullia when she finally comes backkkk. Two people who will tell you the truth, especially when you ask for it, and not lie about it when they look into your eyes and explain it all.
I just adore that phrase "be yourself, and fuck what everyone thinks," and how everyone pretends to follow it, until they're behind closed doors.

I just fucking can't explain how adorable it is when someone used to be so real. And now they're so fucking fake. Just because it's funny, cute, and charming.
I'm really over it, really.
I'm over with being lied to.
I'm over with being cheated.
I'm over being told I matter so goddamn much and then all this shit happens, to really, really fuck with my mind.
And I'm over with excuses.
No more goddamn excuses because they are nothing but lies.

People these fucking days need to learn that their actions, and stupid fucked up shit they do for shits and giggles really do cascade into everyone else's lives. Just like a suicide or a death. It fucks with shit. And it's not funny once everyone else finds out.
Which, by the way, let me tell you, everyone will fucking find out sooner or later, stupid. That's what the internet does to people.

This is not about anyone in particular. DO YOU HEAR THAT? CAN YOU SEE THIS?
This is not about you. It's about the metaphorical you. If you happen to fit in with this metaphor... take it and fucking use it.
And get your goddamn head out of your fucking ass. Be a nice person, because that's all anyone has been to you.
And if they aren't nice to you, then your reputation has succeeded you.
Start sucking it, and beg for forgivness... because news spreads fast.
And if they don't believe it when it gets to them, be sure, they will find out as they get to know you.

You. Stupid. Cunt.