Today in English class, we watched most of the rest of the movie Hamelt. I don't like Mel Gibson and I never will. Helena Bonham Carter does a kickass job at being a crazy Ophelia, but you could've probably guessed that... even if you haven't seen that movie.
Cece asked me if I could give her a ride home, and i said sure. She told me that she got in a car accident and her dad was being a dick about it... so in Geometry, the next period, we talked about that adn stuff.
I was sitting in front of her so since she is in the back, basically no one could hear us except this one Kaci girl, but she's not a bitch or anything so it didn't really matter.
Cece was telling me about how angry her family makes her, and how the car accident wasn't her fault becuase the guy was speeding anyway. I believe her, and I don't know why her dad would be such a dick about it to her, especially when it wasn't her fault.
She said she was terrified to tell her mom about it because she knew she would freak out.
She told me about how her mom is crazy, and starts shit in the family so they will be pit against eachother. I told her her mom must be paranoid schizophrenic. She laughed.
I told her about how my mom hates me because I haven't had a boyfriend yet, but she tells me she loves me and stuff and then calls me fat and stuff.

Cece told me how she has only really cared about 2 boys in her entire life, and she's only been really close to the one that she has right now. She said you really have to feel right, and it doesn't matter if you don't when you are 17.
She told me I am a beautiful person, and she said she really cares for me because I've been good to her. I think that's really funny because she doesn't neccesarily know me as well as a lot of my friends, but it means a lot to me when someone says that to my face, as opposed to the interenet.
She said "Don't worry, there'll be boys there, and you'll be partner tonight. you know how girls do that at parties right like group up? That'll be you"
So hopefully... cece can convince me that boys do like me, and that I am a beautiful person.
I'm really excited. :]