Oh my gosh I love halloween. I love acting like a kid for one more day.
I'm going to be 18 soon, and I fear I won't have time to even think like a kid anymore.
I'm not scared of it, I'm intimidated of it.


I made a pumpkin pie tonight with my daddy... it was probably one of the very last times I will spend with him baking like that.
It's a pretty depressing thought, but then again, so is everything I'm doing now that I won't be doing this time next year.

Him and my mom were yelling at eachother, but when my dad and I got back from Walmart after getting evaporated milk for the pie, I said "Can everyone please just stop hating eachother?"

My dad said "we don't hate each other... but the woman is always right. See, that's why abuse issues happen and divorces. The men are too stupid and proud to admit they are wrong, or know they have to say they're wrong because women are more strong-willed."
Even though My dad was kind-of drunk... that's so right.
He's such a smart guy. I'm lucky to have him anywhere near my life.
I should really let him know how much I love him more often. I'm so goddamn thankful that he's here in my life being so wonderful and such a good teacher...... EVEN THOUGH he did have to call his mom to get the right recipe for the pie. xD