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04 August 2008 @ 02:59 am
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This kid names me so fucking angry. I want to tell him Matty is a fake boy that STUPIDFUCKTASHA WON'T GIVE THE FUCK UP AND LEAVE THIS POOR BOY ALONE... everyday... but I can't. Anyway, I was trying to be happy and make him happy. He ruined it, so I got very angry.


Croneshia Washington. says:

Guess what

Aiden[Everyones caught onto you..dont apologize I hope you choke and die] says:

what

Croneshia Washington. says:

I see my husssssbanddddd in 29 days :]

Aiden[Everyones caught onto you..dont apologize I hope you choke and die] says:

neat

Aiden[Everyones caught onto you..dont apologize I hope you choke and die] says:

i runaway in uhm a few weeks cuz im thinking im just gonna keep driving until the card stops working

Croneshia Washington. says:
I almost did that one day

Aiden[Everyones caught onto you..dont apologize I hope you choke and die] says:

i dont want to go to fucking college

Aiden[Everyones caught onto you..dont apologize I hope you choke and die] says:

i dont care

Aiden[Everyones caught onto you..dont apologize I hope you choke and die] says:

i dont need it

Aiden[Everyones caught onto you..dont apologize I hope you choke and die] says:

what do i have left anyway.. 2, 3 years tops before i lose it
Croneshia Washington. says:
uhhh

Aiden[Everyones caught onto you..dont apologize I hope you choke and die] says:

and destroy myself the rest of the way

Aiden[Everyones caught onto you..dont apologize I hope you choke and die] says:

why do i need to learn to live that long anyway

Croneshia Washington. says:

you're right

Croneshia Washington. says:

theres no point in believing in anything

Croneshia Washington. says:

why even be born

Croneshia Washington. says:

why even grow up

Croneshia Washington. says:

why even try

Croneshia Washington. says:

why even smile

Croneshia Washington. says:

why even laugh

Croneshia Washington. says:

why even fucking breathe and open our eyes in the morning

Croneshia Washington. says:

why even move. why not just lay in bed until we spontaneously combust

Croneshia Washington. says:

why not even have a little shining glimmer of fucking hope that there actually is something better out there

Croneshia Washington. says:

just because it is for everyone else

Aiden[Everyones caught onto you..dont apologize I hope you choke and die] says:

i dont smile

Croneshia Washington. says:

If that's all you get out of life... to give up and not even try anyfuckingthing just becuase you don't feel like it... than fuck it.

Croneshia Washington. says:

You're right, there's basically no fucking hope at all.

Croneshia Washington. says:

Think I'll go slit my wrists in the bathtub until the cold water freezes me to death.

Croneshia Washington. says:

Goodnight and goodbye.




GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
Man he makes me so fucking mad. Why the fucking hell.
Like I mean I get depressed like him sometimes. Everyone does. It's fucking normal.
And so he isn't even going to bother and TRY ANYTHING ELSE other than being sad, and sitting at home, and not going to college.
Idiot.
Idiots, idiots, idiots.

By the way, I'm not going to slit my wrists in the bathrub until cold water freezes me to death.
Don't fucking worry about me kiddos. Because I know how fucking terrible it'd be without me here.
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