I called my mom yesterday. She said we have to suck it up and sleep in seperate rooms for at least two nights. She said "two's about as long as we can handle" LOLOLOL. She meant what you think that means. She's so FUNNY!! She LOVES Jonathan. Kept calling him 'my jonathan' and i said 'what are you talking about, he's mine!!'

Last night was beautiful. I was so happy that tears kept dripping and my eyes burned. It was amazing, and Jonathan kept hugging me and kissing me and making his cute noises and faces. My god I love him. I told him finally... i kept thinking it'd be so great to say it with all the fireworks, but he got really high and drank too much, so he got real shy again.
I told him when we went to bed, and he just said mhm i love you too but his tummy hurt. It made me sad because I can never leave him alone! but later he felt better and said "no i really love you too baby" and we went to bed without ANYTHING happening, fucking GRANDMA. uuuuuuuuuugh.


I called cece last night! She told me all about mikey and the girl. and the situation, and cried a bit but said ANYWAY!! :]
Poor ceceeee. I love her so much. She told me she loves me too. and then julia stole her phone and said she loves me too. AHAHAH. Hilarious!! They were all at vernon's house doing jello shots. I told julia not to get too drunk.

I miss cece. and she misses me too so when we get back ima hang out with her. it's a necessity!!


Jonathan went to go get some hours in. his dad payed him 40$ for the night the power went off the other day! thank god that means he has 650$ in cash right now. And we're getting 700 soon!!! and Tomahawk still owes him 80, and he's a reliable dude! That's for sure enough to get an apartement, not to keep it. his mom will help though. We're on our way you guuys, and he still still likes me enough to kiss me alllll the time even when he has to come back in his roomto get somethign he forgot. :] <3
Coming home soooooooooooooooon!!!