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28 February 2009 @ 02:35 am

I twisted a couple NIN lyrics in this right here, also Tool and APC ones as well...
And I don't know what it is, I know what it's about... Don't read it if you are just going to say "I don't get it"

I did not realize how alike they were.
I had only heard them on the radio.
Frequencies upon double, triple didgets.
Thank you for introducing us.
It looks as if I am fading away.
Slipping into that over-populated static wave.

All by myself.
Populated with termites and disease.
Growing mildue and rot.
Decay.
Throwing it miserably away.
To accept the way things really are.

You can't.
I won't.
Why would it?
It shouldn't.
I don't care.
You won't mind.

Nothing is beautiful.
Everything is rotten.
Anything revealed is so quickly forgotten.
On the abyss of the inside.

Everything is broken.
Nothing is relative.
Assimilation is the only adhesive.
On the hideous outside.

He cannot be your hero.
She cannot be your excuse.
Accept it.

Ascend.
Slowly.
Breathe.
Completely.

The reality is that you will not believe in ecstasy.
Pure, tried and true. Marching up the steps.
Through the street, and beyond your borders.
Believe it. Be it. Free it. Complete it.

Everything in life is free. Nothing in it is complete.
You can approve it without the solution for it.
Wondrous trilogies of mass murders.
Beyond the grips of doubt. You cannot protect it.

Ignoring the truth believing in faith..
It is not my place to say.
Nor is it yours.
And it cannot be theirs, mine or yours.
Collectively, we struggle.
The majority cannot see.
The only way to break the ropes.
Free.
sprint to a state of mind.
Impossibility becomes reality
only if reality is impossible
based on the basis of immortality.
 Believing in the second coming, Armageddon, and the loch ness monster
is it nonsense or is it protection? 

Protection with a small metal round.
Shot through the wall, a heart, a brain, a tree
at the speed of sound.
Mass destruction, closed off farm.
Illegal immoral but still going on.

Black sun red stars.
green faces with greener holes
where eyes used to see.
pale roads, yellow sick.
Walk without borders.
Beyond the basis of reality.
No one can stop you now.
The protection they desire, the quickest way.
Red stars, red drops, red pools, red rooms.
Vacant eyes open mouth breathe slowly.

Ascend.
Slowly.
Breathe.
Completely.

Over and done, complete and rewind.
This state of mind.
Beyond the bottom
sleep in the blue pills and thank the heavens.
Erase the mind, complete and rewind.
Burning completely with no struggle.
The black skin peels back, revealing.

Reveal everything,
It will not sink.
Wandering eyes, complete silence.
Why doesn't it matter? To you, I mean.
You can't understand the acidic feeling
I have in my stomach.

Please

let me hurt you.
Let me cut you in two, crash this car.
Break this state of mind.
Slavery, masochism, sadism.
There is no seeing understanding,
conformity blind men slaves.
 

What is going on, why are these thoughts present?
I do not see the prize that is coming out of me.
Kill it, murder it, do not listen to me.
Leave me alone, do not ask me questions.
I just want out.

Breathe.
Ascend.
Slowly.
Breathe.
Breathe.
Blink.
Breathe.

Sway, sigh, my heart is beating.
Twitch, turn, my blood is bleeding.
The most cohesive bonding.
I need you to see, you cannot control me.
You have to see that you have no control.
I do not want you to have control.
Will you not control me? Would you leave me alone?
I can't hear you, why do you keep talking?
I miss you, I need you, I want to eat you alive.
Cut you down to size, realize I can never live without you.
I have to have you, I need your judgemental thoughts,
I can't believe you, I want to drown you alive.

The system:
to begin, follow through, die
repeat over and over and over.
Denial, rejection, belief and control.
lather rinse repeat.
Parading ignorance, upholding arrogance.
What a sight to see!
Beautiful, marvelous, careless.
"I wish I could be one of them."
Too quick to judge, or too late to realize?

Break through, release, behave.
Approach and conquer.
Strage goings on,
blue, mushroom blue.
Beyond a shadow of a belief
and everything becomes the clearest it has been.
Too late!
smash, flat, pavement and glass.
Broken, frail, floating, crying and loathing.
Numb.
Understand.
Breathe.
Ascend.
Slowly.
Breathe.

Your eyes are blotted out.
We will not see eachother anymore.

 
 
Located at: My Room
Emotion: exhausted
Healing: Prison Sex
 
 
 
 

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