Lately a lot of things in my life have been reoccuring, or reminding me of a lot of other things in my life.
So I have decided that this thanksgiving break, I'm going to write thank you letters to everyone that has ever given me anything.
That includes all those people I don't talk to anymore or hate now...
because I have really decided that since I am 17, almost 18, and graduating soon and going to college to start a new chapter in my life [that's disgusting and cliche, i know, but eh...] why not start it off with no grudges or previous disagreements?
Why not? I mean, I have my true friends. They stuck by me. I might be losing friends again, but it could be for the better, since I lost some friends before... and they came back to being my friends.
Two of those are obviously Sami and Lizi. And I'm tlaking to Tiffany again and Michelle, too.
The true friends never ever leave you alone. And you can't leave them alone.
It's a good feeling to have that.
Plus the Laramie Project play made me think about that. It kind-of cemented in the idea I had for this Thanksgiving break.
I'm going to write to Kayde, Erin, Tasha. All those people I don't speak to.
I'm excited, but I'm really nervous... I know exactly what I'm going to say to all of them.


And last night was fun.
Weed is fucking amazing.
But people I don't know, and boys... are really really cruel.
I love Cece, but I don't love intoxicated people, or people who abuse my man.
ALTHOUGHT THAT WAS THE FUCKING COOLEST SHIT EVER.
The downward spiral has never been played so loudly around my ears like that. And so many people singing and moshing in a kitchen to it. That was absolutely wonderful. :]
Too bad I didn't know more of those people, or I would've fucking joined them.
NEXT NIN CONCERT I AM KIDNAPPING CECE AND HER BOYFRIEND TO COME WITH ME.
Oh goshhhh that was great. xDDD